Moose

well i havent been on here in 62 weeks. wow. so whats everyone been up to?

well my life is great. im homeless... well i live in my car. im broke im happy though.

i have a shitty family and about 99 percent of my friends are shitty.

how do you live?

i havent been here in a while, i notice only 4 of my friends still post and thats it., well what have i been up to..... working bowling partying,


im moving to arizona in august... so ya might wanna hang out with me before i leave cause i aint commin back to michgan ever again.

i keep forgetting about this thing

well looks like you guys are all pieces of shit. entertain me.

i start my new job today. I WILL HAVE A PHONE SOON but the only other way to contact me right now is myspace... lame i know but i dont have a phone. myspace.com/ratlikeme if you want to party with me contact me. im willing, you buy the beer haha fun

YOU GUYS ARE FREEKIN WEARING ME OUT! is there anything to do in this freekin state besides drinking heavily?

im on my way back to michigan. im bring the sunshine!

well when i get back to michigan, everything is going to be different, everything changed on me while i was gone and people are not who i thought they were anymore. this summer i just want to have tons of fun. ive been hurt very bad, and its gonna be a while to be heeled. if anyone does want to hang out with me message me on my myspace, myspace.com/ratlikeme, i wont have a phone number so thats the only way to really get a hold of me. <3

HI EVERYONE. ITS MEAGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


im comming back to michigan april 6th. my bofriend dumped me for a stripper so there isnt any point of me being in alabama anymore. so ill be back and living with my dad again on 21 gratiot.


if anyone ever wants to hang out get a hold of me.


and if anyone has a cheep car i can get let me know.


and if anyone who has a job and can get me in let me know.


im starting my life al over the fuck again.

i need to find a really good job!
im in a tough situation.

well when i get back to michigan.. i cannot live with my dad, or my mom.
i dont want to live with my boyfriend cause i dont think his parents want me intruding, i feel really uncomftorble there.

i have to live somewhere rent free (so i can go to college)so i was thinking about living in my car. but i dont have a car. then i was thinking where am i gonna shower everyday? and i was thinking if i did get a car to live in is my back gonna hurt , and where would i park to sleep at. then i was thinking about a nice homeless shelter. they should have showers in there, but arnt they full of weirdos? should i just skip even going to school and continue working 2 jobs and get an apartment? but then i would never be saving any money. and too keep in mind... i have a dog.

i dont feel comftorble living at a friends house with their parents and i dont feel comftorble living at a friends house and not help paying rent.
and i dont feel comfortable when someone is feeling sorry for me in this situation.

there is no way to get out of the situation.

i am what you would concider royaly fucked!
how do all the other kids do it? they must have parents that pay for their school and rent or something.


i wish i had better parents who were actually there for me

yesterday well i found out im comming back to michigan may 6 to live with my dad - exciting

today i was informed i will be homeless. my dad is selling the house. -fucked

how can i go to school if im working 2 jobs to pay a million dollars of rent a year?

im changing my last name. right now it dont matter if my friends care about me. it only matters if my family care about me... and they obviously dont.

i have baby feever.

well i am hating alabama. i want to come back to michigan but i cant till may or june. i miss my dog and my boyfriend. i am not haveing any fun. i dont have a job cause i cant. i sit in a house in the middle of nowhere all day everyday.


i feel like i am being punished.

ever wonder how i became a drama queen? ever wounder why i like you one minute and hate you the next, ever wounder why i never did drugs, ever wonder why everyone that gets real close to means decides to never talk to me again and then when they do talk to me years or months later they miss me even though i destroyed their life or their mind or even broke their heart. ever wounder why i ended up living in the middle of the woods in the middle of nowhere. ever wounder when im actually gonna call it a life.





the angel and the devil who sit on my shoulders are friends.

it looks like everyone has moved on with their lives.

sick minds think alike.



i cant wait till 2 more years. exactly 2 years. my dream will come true.



RIP. 85-08

i love my boyfriend so much. and he loves me that much too.

mardi gras is fucking awesome. i got 44 beads yesterday yay

i fucking hate my past. i regret everything i did. when i make a new friend, everything i have to say about myself is digusting. i hate who i am but i cant change. im a nasty nasty girl.

i am an angel. I save people. for 5 dollars a day. i cant buy a house on that pay but i can keep my life.